The Leap

Years of lost dreams

Excuses and reasons

Watching my life pass

Just counting the seasons.

And through all that time

I laughed and I cried

Thinking one part of me

Had already died. 

I gave up on hope

And who I used to be

Wishing new friends had met

The girl who was me.

But just when I thought

All my chances had passed

A fuse was re-lit

Now I'm having a blast!

Convinced to go back 

To the girl I once was

With the person I am

To again hear the applause.

That girl wasn't gone

Maybe just gone to sleep

And I'm not sorry that I 

Was pushed into the leap.

Caren E. Salas

Sometimes you need a nudge, a push or even explosives to encourage the leap of faith that changes everything. Thanks to my friend Jane, whose answer to "I'll just watch," was "No. YOU should audition." and to my husband Bill, who agreed: "You should. Do it." You both must know you've created a monster. Love you.

A New Song to Sing

I have a new song to sing

And a new dream I'm dreaming;

In my heart, rhythms beating

I haven't known in so long;

So long, almost forgotten,

Almost, but not completely.

Feelings deep inside of me

For years, buried underneath

But now the spark's ignited,

And the flame grows everyday.

My "new" dream isn't so new

And the song, a deja vu.

  Caren E. Salas